Nobody said this would be easy.  Argh feel so darn exhausted with the effort today! It’s Friday, I’m tired and I’m not allowed to relax with a wine tonight. Friggin heck. It’s like I’m feeling ripped off, but it’s my choice. Bloody hard to explain but bloody hard work. Neck and shoulders still aching so much, don’t want to face work and everything that is going on there. Need to get through tonight and then tomorrow is work doo – argh, love my family, love my boys, love my partner – just gotta get on with it xx